got so many problem . yeah serious ! know what i had a serious prob with my abg angkat and of course my beloved . actually dorang nie sangat sangat lah tidak berkefahaman so itu mnjadi sangatlah susah to be close with each of them . not to be proud but both of them love me . as a girlfie . same like abg angkat tu . even i just thought he only my bro but he act me like his princess . and he even call me princess tu :) ok enough ! then this man plak is my boyfie . he damnly hate my abg angkat and itu menambah perisa lagi bila everyone and dye dapat taw yg my brother act me like a girlfie and had a feeling at me . so pe lagi ? wahhhhhh . bergaduh ! and now boyfie give me rule and know apa rule tu ? boyfie tamaw i contact lnsung with my brother . even talking , messaging and face talking . okay ! dtg rumah pown taleyh . so this rule make me felt fed up . siyes . nvm . firstly i rasa apa salah tnggalkan abg angkat demi boyfie an . ramai yg snggup berkorban demi boyfie so i pown rsa okay . i should done something to him too . so i lost contact with my brother since i kapel ngan boyfie then masa berlalu and yeah . i admit i can't afford to do a fake smile when i remember to him . actually i bukan jenis senang lupa org so mmg jawapan nya TIDAK la if nk i lupa seseorang tu . even in had the biggest fighting pown i still keep myself to say nevermind . so ta jadi masalah untuk i kwan dengan sesapa . but bila benda yang boyfie nak i da try and taleyh keep going itu buat i jadi give up . i ta kuat so if i ta msj ngan abg angkat pown msti akan jumpa then akan kuwar jgak perkataan dri mulut . so now tataw la . boyfie ckp . if i keep going tamaw lost contact and ubah perangai i boyfie akan do something and in my otak is PUTUS ! okay .
p/s : boyfie . i try to do what u want but lastly i can't . u can only tell me to do this , that and whatever but if i can't . nothing else can i do . i'm not loving my brother but i seorang yang cukup susah nk lupakan orang tambah2 dye ialah org yg rapat ngan i . so sorry . i don't want to promise with u anything cz i'm scared i cannot fully them . :(
