i wanna say that i love you a lot :(

wow ! i aneh today :D know why ? cz ari ni i mcm bdak gelong kesepian . yeay ! i admit ! hehe . know what i do ? i search for food at my kitchen n i deserve it . :) then i masuk blik brkurung berjam jam without do nothing -.-! then i wear all my shirts , my dress , high heels n sing a sad song with a very very worst make up i ever done . gelong right ? hoo tpi i know n i do care cz i'm not important anymore . so let me act like this . :) hahahaa n today . when i look at my ugly phone . my tears kuar mcm nk bnjir . pnya bnyk . then i tuurned it off to let myself alone . n when n opened it , i saw 3 massage . n i just ignore it . heh ! then i got one more msj that ask me something . serious i very sad for that cz i cannot get what i want . i only get ur smiling at me . huh shit ! i hate fake ! tpi what can i do ? nothing ! then suddenly when i try to opened my window , someone call my name 3 kali . so trkjut . then thats all . i hate holiday ! shit hate you very much ! :( but i only can say in my heart that i love you but i can't get you :(